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New historical fiction from a Newbery Honor–winning author about how middle schooler Ariel Goldberg's life changes when her big sister elopes following the 1967 Loving v. Virginia decision, and she's forced to grapple with both her family's prejudice and the antisemitism she experiences, as she defines her own beliefs.
Twelve-year-old Ariel Goldberg's life feels like the moment after the final guest leaves the party. Her family's Jewish bakery runs into financial trouble, and her older sister has eloped with a young man from India following the Supreme Court decision that strikes down laws banning interracial marriage. As change becomes Ariel's only constant, she's left to hone something that will be with her always—her own voice.
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    • Publisher's Weekly

      Starred review from September 27, 2021
      It’s 1967, and pale, curly-haired Ariel Goldberg, 12, doesn’t think much about current events; the Vietnam War and the civil rights movement are occurring only in her periphery as she focuses on Wonder Woman comics over social justice and politics. At school, sixth grader Ari struggles. Her mother believes her dysgraphia is just laziness, and her classmates bully her. As one of the few Jewish families in Eastbrook, Conn., the bakery-owning Goldbergs face anti-Semitism, though Ari sometimes doesn’t recognize or have the words for it. But after her beloved older sister Leah, 18, elopes with rising graduate student Raj Jagwani, a naturalized citizen from India, in the wake of the landmarkLoving v. Virginia ruling, Ari is jolted into action. Confronting her own, her family’s, and her community’s ingrained prejudices, Ari ultimately finds courage in poetry and public speaking. Inspired by Newbery Honoree Hiranandani’s parents’ interracial marriage in 1968, the narrative, conveyed with deftness and insight in the second-person perspective, explores the benefits and costs of assimilation and the complexity of being both white and a religious minority in America then—and now. Ages 8–12.

    • AudioFile Magazine
      Priya Ayyar narrates briskly, making it easy for listeners to be captured by a story featuring 11-year-old Ariel Goldberg, who is growing up in the turbulent 1960s. Ayyar's youthful voice conveys the confusion and hurt Ariel feels when she's treated differently because she's Jewish and has learning difficulties. She finds comfort from her older sister, Leah, but then her beloved sibling falls in love. Ayyar differentiates characters with accents and emotions. Her tones reflect Ariel's parents' lack of acceptance of her, Leah's departure from home, and Ari's subsequent loneliness, which is compounded by her parents' financial struggles and secrecy. The story's second-person voice invites listeners into a closer experience of Ariel's determination to make sense of her world through poetry and taking action. S.W. © AudioFile 2021, Portland, Maine

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  • English

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  • Lexile® Measure:690
  • Text Difficulty:3

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